Friday, 5 June 2015

The last day

Sad, angry, depressed, anxious, guilty, awful.

Rosie is so disconnected.  She has been for a while.  I want to love on her and cuddle her, but she will have nothing to do with it.  She had a bone covered in peanut butter just now.  I am cooking her a piece of chicken parm of her very own for dinner.  She will have a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup as her last snack tomorrow before the vet arrives at 1:30.  I have taken photos and videos.  I have just sat, looking at her and soaking up her sweet face.

I can't get my head around the fact that at this time tomorrow, she will be gone.  Although she has been disconnected and has not wanted to be touched or played with for the past few months, she has been here.  She will leave a hole that will take a long time to fill.

She's my girl.

And I love her so dearly.

I wish time would slow down.  It feels like I just brought her home for the first time yesterday and now, she is leaving us.  The guilt is awful. Pin It

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