Wednesday, 27 May 2009

Obsessed.

I have become obsessed with the Tori Stafford case.

She is the first person I think of when I wake up in the morning and the last person I think of when I go to bed at night. My heart aches for her and for her family. Although the police have told the public that there is no hope that she is alive, a part of me holds on to the thought that maybe...just maybe, she is alive.

I have been reading the Facebook discussion group, refreshing often, hoping and praying for news, but so far, only other peoples' speculations (and some immature infighting) is all I have found. Some of the speculations are fascinating. Some are just plain dumb. But I am a woman obsessed.

One of the speculations that really has me intrigued is one where they think that Michael Rafferty, the man accused of her murder, moved the body after Terri-Lynne Mclintic was put in jail. This theory came about due to the fact that even though Mclintic was taken out with police several times in helicopters and on foot, she was unable to guide them to Tori's remains. This theory makes alot of sense. Unfortunately, if it's true, Tori could be ANYWHERE.

I cannot fathom losing a child. I cannot imagine having that child missing for seven weeks, knowing that the police have told you the child is dead, but holding out that last little glimmer of hope that she is alive...is she hurt? Is she hungry? Is she in pain? Not having the closure would be unbearable.

I think part of the problem is that I feel so helpless. I wish there was something I could do to help.

Sigh.

Tori and her family are in my prayers constantly. I still pray she will be found alive, but I pray harder that she will just.be.found. Let her family have closure. Let them say good-bye to their little princess. Those poor, poor people. Pin It

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