Tuesday, 17 July 2007

Down in the dumps

I think I may be suffering from a little delayed post partum depression.

I am so blue. I am exhausted all the time and I have no desire to do anything.

I have people who would JUMP at the chance to help me with the baby (mother in law) but I am SO protective of him. I have the “NO ONE can take care of him like I can” attitude. I want him with me 24/7, but that means that nothing else gets done and no one else (read as my other children and my husband) get any attention. And right now, I don’t care…about anything, except Threepeat. God forgive me.

My house is such a cluttered mess. My mother in law does most of the cleaning, so there is no excuse really. My room looks like a hurricane passed through it and don’t even MENTION Boy Oneder and Middleman's room. I keep saying, “Tomorrow, I will clean it up.” But tomorrow never comes. I have very good intentions for tomorrow though…seriously. I can’t live in this mess anymore. My bedroom is supposed to be a safe haven. A place of peace and tranquility. Instead, it is a chaotic mess, just like you see on “Clean Sweep”…seriously. Until I get the mess cleaned up, I will not feel better, so tomorrow is THE tomorrow. There…I typed it and therefore I HAVE to clean up. I don’t know what I will do with Threepeat though. I hope he will co-operate with my efforts.

I am just so overwhelmed by life at the moment. I am not “depressed”, I have been there, done that, but I am definitely glum. I think I may BECOME depressed if I don’t take action. Therefore, tomorrow is day one of decluttering.

Wish me luck…I’ll need it. Pin It

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